Wat Kinda Person Do U Tink I M?
Do U Tink Im A Gd Ger? Caring N Understanding? Good Temper? Cute? Adorable? Watever.. Juz Tell Mi..
To Kel:
U Wan Mi 2 B More Understanding.. N Hw Well Do U Understand Mi?
Y Haf Nv Ask Hw My Grandma Pass Away..
Nv Ask Hw I Felt.. Nv Ask Hw M I Coping..
Im All By Myself In Getting Over It..
Do U Noe My Heart Is Broken Into Many Many Pcs But I Still Haf 2 B Strong? I Still Go Out Wif U On Wkend.. U Noe Hw Much I Wanted 2 Cry In Ur Arms??
Tink Abt It..U ll Nv Understand Hw I Felt N I ll Nv Understand Ur NS Life..
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N tis is MI!! Swt hor?
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Bee doing advertisment 4 the chocolate chip
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my handsome hubby n a plump plump mi
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our tibits 2 the beach
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A Rainy Sat.. Here M I Blogging.. Abt Wat Happen Last Nite..
Due 2 The Mango Sales, My Gers Decided 2 Go Shopping! N I Agreed Since Its A Fri Nite.. Time 2 Unwind!! Singapore Sales Leh!
We Met @ Orchard.. Went 4 A Dinner @ Mos Burger.. Then Geok Wanna Buy Sports Bra Using The Voucher We Gave Her.. Spend Ages In STADIUM!! Cannot Tahan..
Shirley Wanna Join Us After Her Facial Class.. When She Reach Geok Still Inside STADIUM!! Ahh!! Kill Mi.. Next Time Better Dun Go Shopping Wif Her.. Haha
Then By The Time We Wanna Walk Out Of STADIUM.. The Shops In TaKa Almost Closed Liao.. So We Walked Back 2 Wisma.. Bought A Black Blouse @ PepperPlus.. Beri Cheap Got 50% Off.. But The Back Abit Transparent La.. So Ppl Can C My Bra.. Haha
Then We Decided 2 Take A Drink.. Then After Much Discussion.. We Went 2 IndoChine @ Wisma.. Quite Crowded...Beri Nice Place..
We Ordered Our Drinks..Mi Having Malibu Bay Breeze, Hui Having Mai Tai, Geok Having Carribean Cruise, Stella Having Sex On The Beach N Shirley Having Harvey Wallbanger..(Can Refer 2 The Pics Below)
But It Seems Tt All Our Drinks Got Mix Up... The Blur BarTender..
All Of Us End Up RED FACE.. Especially Mi Coz Im Especially Fair.. Then Take Train Hm Alot Of Ppl Looking @ Mi.. Haha.. Damn Paiseh
Today Actaully Wanna Go Fly Kite.. But Raining.. Haiz...
Hope It Doesnt Rain Tml.. Then I Can Go Tanning..
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Cheers! 2 the 5 of us!
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Shirley half drunk
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Our drinks!!!
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U Said On My Grandma Death Tt U ll Love Mi More..
U Said U ll Meet Mi In Chinatown But U Didnt..
U Said U ll Fetch Mi Hm Frm Orchard But U Didnt..
U Said I Didn't Call U.. But U Didnt Call Mi As Well..
U Said U ll Call Mi Back When I Called U @ Noon.. But U Called Back During My Dinnertime.. Evening
U Said U Haf No Money 2 Meet Mi.. But U Went KTV..
Hw Izzit Exactly U R Gg 2 Express Ur Love, I Dun Noe..
I Dun Even Noe It Myself..
Love.. Tink In Tis World.. My Onli Grandma.. The 1 Who Love Mi Wholeheartly Is Gone.. No 1 ll Love Mi Like She Did..
I Noe.. U May Say.. She Is Watching Over Mi.. If She Does, She Wans Mi 2 B Happy.
But M I Happy Now?
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Been Enjoying My Beri Enchating Photos? Hehe..Received Alot Of Comments.. Alot Say Tt I've Grown Prettier Le!! Hohoho..
So Much Compliments 4 My Beauty N Cute-ness.. Gonna Update U Guys On My Upcoming Project
Im Now Working On A Lucky Draw.. (Beri Event Management) Tentatively 2 Start After I Cum Back Frm Genting.. Goal Setting
Actually Beri Fun 2 B Doing An Event.. Can Learnt Alot Of Things..
Sorry Tt I Cant Disclose The Details Of My Lucky Draw Here Due 2 Confidentiality.. But Its Gonna B Fun!!
Do u Noe Tt.. If U Wanna Organize A Lucky Draw U Gotta Apply Frm CID? Yes.. The Police N Im Now Gg Thru The Procedure. Also Looking 4 The Prizes.. Beri Tempted 2 Haf Them Myself!!
Ai Ya.. Hope No 1 Claims Then i Can Keep It 2 Myself Haha..
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"If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right."
No one wants to die.
Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there.
And yet death is the destination we all share.
No one has ever escaped it.
And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life.
It is Life's change agent.
It clears out the old to make way for the new.
Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away.
Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
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Ah!!! I Had A Great Time Today... We Went 2 Marina Bay 2 Fly Kite!! Thou The Sun Was Killing Us.. But It Nv Killed Our Mood..
We Went There Early N Decided 2 Play Arcade 1st..Spend $5 Playing Games.. Play Mahjong N Photo Hunt N Also The Play Music De.. Then Spend $3 Trying 2 Pick Up a Pooh Bear Toy.. But Failed...
Then We Went 2 But Our Kites.. Decided On Pooh Bear De.. $9.90 Sia..Then Found A Gd Shade N Started Flying.. Tot Us Quite Long 2 Get The Kite Up.. But When The Kite Manage 2 Fly.. the Tring Is 2 Short.. It Couldnt Go Higher.. Quite Disappointed..
Then Rest A while.. C The Others Playing.. Then We Decided 2 Get Another kite So We Can Fly @ Woodlands Whenever We Wan.. N Bought Another Strings As Well.. Then We Went 2 Play Bowling.. Haha
I Won leh!! Got A Strike!! Thou My Score Not Beri High But i Got Higher Than Kel leh!! Hehe.. Then He So Ma Lu..
Then We Went Back CWP 2 Have Dinner.. Then He Sent Mi Hm.. Haiz.. Tml Cant C Him Leh...He Gonna Return 2 Camp Le..
But We r Gonna But The Flying Saucer So Next Time We Go Sentosa Can Play Wif It.. Yeah! Im Gg 2 Wear A Bikini N Play Saucer On The Beach!! Can U Imagine A Beautiful Image Of A Sexy Babe Playing on The Beach? Haha
Yeah!! Im Gg 2 Get Tan.. Any1 Wanna Join Mi? Fix A Date Wif Mi? But My Bee ll B Coming Along.. More Fun Wif Him Ard.. Hehe..
Thanx 4 Spending Time Wif Mi.. Love Ya
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Expert flying a kite..nice pose? hehe
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See...Pooh Can Fly!!! Its up in the air oh!!
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N here is bee wif pooh!
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my winnie the pooh kite!! as cute as mi rite? hehe
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Here i Cum Again!!
Yesterday Was PTO Staff Outing.. We Went 2 Chinatown.. A Dim Sum Restaurant Call RED STAR 2 Haf Lunch..Then The Rest Went 4 KTV @ Kster.. But I Couldnt Go.. Until The 100th Day Of My Grandma Dealth..
i Dreamt Of Her Last Nite.. Cant Really Recall Wat It Is.. But Bee Was Nice 2 Apply Leave Yesterdat 2 Accompany Mi.. We Went 2 A Pasta Cafe 2 Haf Dinner.. The Place Is Quite Nice Wif Lots Of Staff.. Total Bill Was $62 But We Paid It Wif A Voucher..
Today... We R Gg Kite Flying!! So Im Gg 2 Get Changed Now N ll B Gg 2 Marina Bay!!
See Ya!
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Today's NLP Is Beri Fun.. Can Get Cert Liao Lo.. But Gotta Pay $$400 2 Get The Cert Coz Its The Admin Fee 2 Get Is Sign By The NLP Founder In US
Tml Is Wed Le.. Time Past So Slowly Tis Wk.. All Of Us Looking 4ward 2 The Staff Outing On Fri.. We Gg 2 Chinatown 2 Haf Dim Sum 4 Lunch
Today During NLP Played Beri Fun Games So Now My Leg Pain Sia.. Muscle Cramp.. Too Long Nv Exercise Liao..
Hmm.. Kel Wans Mi 2 Tink Of Activities 4 Tis Wk.. Wat Should We Do Leh? Suggestions?
Mayb Go Look 4 New Phone.. Coz Contract Ending.. Yeah! Suggestions?
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Request...
Pls Dun Ask Mi M I Alright? R U Ok? How R U Coping Wif Ur Grandma Dealth Or
Tell Mi.. Dun B Sad, Jie Ai Shun Bian, She Is Living In Ur Heart..
I Noe U Care.. Im Grateful 4 Tt.. But Im Still Sad
I Still Need Time 2 Recover..
I Do Try 2 B Happy..I Still Smile N Laugh.. Juz Take It tt Im Happy
Onli I Noe Deep Down Inside..I Miss Her Still..
Thanx..
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Any1 Interested 2 Noe More Abt My Grandma?
Well.. She Is A Lovely Person, Wonderful Mother N Definately A The Best Grandma In The Whole Wide World!!
My Relationship Wif Her..
She Bought Mi Up Since The Day Im Born.. Coz My Parents Is Earning A Living In Spore So Im Taken Under Her Care In Msia Until I Was Ard 4 Yrs Old.. She Was Sad When I Left Her.. She Miss Mi.. I Noe..
But I Haf 2 Start My Studies Here. I Could Onli Visit Her During The School Holidays Or CNY Which Was Onli A Few Days Stay Each Time..
I Miss Her Too.. She Was The Person Who Dote On Mi Most.. Feed Mi The Best.. Bought Mi The Nicest Clothes N Shoes..She Was Also the 1 Who Changed My Pampers, Wipe My Buttock When I Shitted..
But She Is Gone Now!! Gone Forever!! Gone Without Saying Goodbye~..
On The Day She Left.. I Was Still @ Work.. My Heart Almost Stop Beating When My Papa Call Mi N Announce The News 2 Mi.. Rush Back 2 Msia N Got 2 Noe.. Tts Was Not A Joke.. My Grandma Was Already Lying On The Floor.. Breathless..
She Got Diabetes N Her Toe Was Injuried Which Cause Her Alot Of Pain Tt she Couldnt Slp The Whole Nite.. She Wanted 2 C Doc The Next Day N Cut Off Her Toe De, But The Private Clinic Tt She Usually Went 2 Ran Out Of The Ma Jiu Yao Le.. So Couldnt Do The Operation On Her.. Advice Her 2 Go 2 Govt Hospital
She Went But The Doc There Said There Was No Need 4 Operation, Gave Her Some Med N Said If She Pain Then Go Back.. She Went Back N Haf The Med.. Tink Its 2 Strong Or Not Suitable 4 Her.. She Shiver N Fainted.. So My Uncle N Cousins Called 4 Ambulance.. On The Way 2 Hospital.. She Was Gone Le..
Worse Thing Was That The Ambulance Doesnt Allow Any1 @ Sit Wif Them.. So No1 Was Behind My Grandma When She Took Her Last Breathe..Ppl Say.. No Son 2 Song Zhong
We R Beri Bu Siao...Especially Mi..My Whole Family Went Back 2 Msia On Vesak Say Except Mi.. Even All My Aunties N Cousins Went Back.. But I Haf NLP Course So I Didnt C Her 4 1 Last Time..
I Got Auto Roaming.. But I Nv Called Her 2 Ask Her She Is Doing..
I Went 2 Bangkok.. But I Nv Bought Anything 4 Her..
Did I Say I Love Her? But I Nv Show My Love.. I Onli Gave Her $$ A few Times After I Started Working.. But Tts Not Enuff..
We Went Thru A Heart Breaking 5 Days Funeral.. Every1 Was So Damn Pissed Off By The Hospital 4 Causing My Grandma Dealth.. She Left So Sudden..
I Lost The Person Who Love Mi Most.. I Lost The Person Who Is Most Impt 2 Mi..
Any1 Understand Hw Painful I Felt?
Whenever I Close My Eyes.. I See Her..
Yes.. I Noe.. She Is Living Inside Mi.. Inside Every1 Of My Family.. Watching Over Us..
She Even Left A Ring 4 Mi..But I Left Her Nothing..
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My Grandma Passed Away Le.. On The 1st Of June..
Juz Came Back Frm Msia After The Funeral..
Will Update Again When I Feel Better.. Meanwhile..
1. Nick: I Receive Ur Sms But Coz Im In Msia I Didnt Reply In Case U Tot I Gone Missing
2. Geok: I Receive Ur Sms Abt The Msia Trip But Im Not In The Mood 2 Go.. Sorry
3. Wan'e: I'm Not Attending Ur Bday Buffet... As Its Not Rite 4 Mi 2 Go Ur Hse During The 100 Days Of Her Dealth
Tts All 4 Now.. Working Tml.. Nitez
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